why didn't you say goodbye?Love wasnt in the air the night you unbuttoned my shirt and kissed my skin. No, love definitely wasnt in the air the night we spent in heat of moments, sweating and tumbling and fumbling on your fathers bed.why didn't you say goodbye? by Pretty-As-A-Picture
It was anywhere but there. Does love go on vacation? I ponder and make fleshy butterflies from my outstretched fingers. Probably.
I cant remember much but I can remember the beginning. The burn of acid bleeding and gushing past my tongue and down my throat. The noises and then your silence. The clumsiness and then the awkward kisses.
You had a garden of dark hair growing from your scalp and dirt eyes. You had a protruding belly button and clown feet. You smelt like my grandfather in his coffin.
You didnt ask me if you could take my virginity. You just assumed I wouldnt mind giving it to you. I always wonder where you put it, if you take good care of it and how it is doing. I imagine you put it in a shiny jar with a sticky label reading Lore
I am of certain destiny.
I am everything I was created to be.
I live from moment to moment and love to a fault.
I am changing. I keep changing. I am changing my world.
I am an old soul. I am hollow. I am learning. I am hoping.
I am a child. I am fragile. I am foolish. I am flawed.
When the real world disappoints I create a new world made of dreams.
I sleep to dream.
I’m complex, colorful and intense.
Unconventionally beautiful, unintentionally charming.
In a league that’s all on my own.
This is all, and i cannot be anything else.
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Favourite genre of music: Classical, Contemporary, Alternative, Neo Soul, Blues, Jazz, Bossa Nova, Musicals, Funk, Fusion, Ska
Favourite photographer: Red Rivera, Joshua Garcia,Andrew Aleta,Paolo Gonzales,Trixie Cristobal,Man Ray,Ansel Adams,
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Personal Quote: Life is my lover and beauty is my muse. He is Life.